Friends, family, and God

The three most important things in my life in no particular order, friends, family, and God. Without these three components I don't know how I would have got through the past 3 weeks. First of all I am so thankful my family raised me to believe in God because knowing he has a bigger better plan for me in the future helps the "why did this happen to me" question. God also helps with the understanding that people are put into our lives for a reason and taken out for a reason but no matter what there is a reason and one day out of nowhere something will happen and I will think "oh I get it now." Last but not least when it comes to God, praying! I love to pray, I do everyday, not just for me but for others in this world as well. Some I know and others I don't and I know I get prayed for as well, it's wonderful! He has made me the strong girl I am today and he will heal me. Next, my parents. They have always been there for me and know when I need them most. They continuously come see me, invite me over, work out with me, make me dinner, buy me things, and take me places just to get my mind off of being alone. They make me feel very loved and they have been my rocks. They don't ask questions when I randomly start crying and they don't push to know every detail. They understand the way I work and know that when I am ready to talk to them or when I want them to know things, I will tell them. I may be almost 25 years old but I'm like a little girl when it comes to needing them and wanting them around. Time with them makes me happy and I beyond blessed to have them in my life. Lastly, my friends! Lifetime friends, work friends, and Facebook friends... WOW! They have taken care of me through kind words, time spent with me, nights at the bar (plenty of alcohol), and by just knowing they are all there. There hasn't been a night where somebody has left me feeling alone in my house and this has been huge for me. Laughing is something that makes me feel the best and I have laughed a lot :). There have been a lot of men who have been a big support to me which surprised me but I guess everybody, male or female, have been heartbroken and can relate. I am thankful for each and every person that has reached out to me but one in particular, Hill Wil, and I know you will read this, but you are my best fucking friend in the world :) Excuse my language but it is the truth! Friends for like 17 years, she is married ( i love him so much too), and last night I got to just go down to their house and lay in bed with her and her dog and watch TV and talk. We always laugh, she is hilarious and she gets me. She never judges me, she always listens, and she always makes me feel so much better! For all of this and much more I love her more than she will ever know. I will do a separate post on her at a later time to show all of my appreciation :). So all in all, I am getting there slowly but surely, becoming stronger everyday, and learning to enjoy life.

This is my Hill Wil

This is her J wil

 

These are just a few of my loving friends

ANNNDDDD my ma and pa :)